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sana bukas hindi na ko magising.

parati ko na lang sinisira araw niya. parati ko na lang sinisira mood niya sa konting nasasabi ko. parati ko na lang hindi mapunan kung anong gusto niya. parati na lang akong walang kwenta. parati ko na lang siyang iniinis. parati ko na lang siyang dinidisappoint. parati na lang. sana mamatay na lang ako para tapos na.

Feb 28th

Gabi na kasi, ayoko lang naman umuwi kang mag-isa

icoythekengkoy: Kahit malayo, handa naman akong ihatid ka, para mapanatag ako at hindi mag-alala ng sobra. Eto yun e na kahit na alam mong pagagalitan ka sa bahay nyo kasi ginabi ka nanaman mahatid mo lang siya mas importante yun. Yung pakiramdam na makikita mo siyang makakasakay ng ligtas. Eto yun e. Eto yun talaga.

Feb 28th

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Feb 28th

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Feb 19th

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Dati yun.

Naalala ko lang yung sinagot niya sakin. Hindi mo na pwedeng ibalik kung anong nasa nakaraan na kaya kahit anong gawin mo DATI NA YUN. Sana nga may mga bagay na hindi nagbabago na kung dati ganun GANUN PA DIN NGAYON. Gaya ng feelings ng isang tao, sana wala na lang taong madaling magsawa at kayang manindigan sa kung anong sinabi nya nung umpisa. Ang sakit talaga na, aasa ka na one day makakakita...

Feb 19th

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Bright Side

Please shine down on me. I don’t know what to feel anymore, knowing that i love someone so much that i would rather choose what that someone’s happiness is. I feel rejected way too much. I feel unseen, unappreciated, unloved. I am still hoping for the better, but half of me wants to have a break. I am tired, tired of everything. I don’t know what i am feeling right now. I feel so...

Feb 18th

bumburumbum

ayos. online siya pero di gaya ng dati HINDI NA IKAW ANG KAUSAP NYA. ui oh! monthsary na pala mamaya. happy monthsary nikky. wow! ang sweet mo nikky. i love you nikky! i love you too.

Feb 17th

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don't cry out loud.

Disaster day. Sobrang Epic lang ng araw na to. SOBRA. Ramdam kong minalas talaga ako ngayon. Yung pakiramdam na… Valentine’s Day kahapon tas hindi mo nadamang may nagparamdam ng pagmamahal sayo’t di naappreciate yung ginawa mo para sa taong mahal mo. Yung pakiramdam na kasama mo kaibigan nyo sabay ikaw biglang OP at parang okay lang na wala ka sa scene, Yung pakiramdam na uuwe ka...

Feb 15th

Feb 14th

Feb 13th

62 notes

blank.

i don’t know. I am broken. I am happy. I am lonely. I am crazy. I love you. You don’t.

Jan 27th

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Jan 27th

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Jan 27th

75,904 notes

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Jan 27th

21,593 notes

Jan 27th

3,970 notes

Jan 25th

177 notes

Jan 25th

4,349 notes

i feel like crying all day long.

I am NOT fine. I am NOT fine. I am NOT fine. :( Please don’t leave me again.

Jan 25th

Jan 20th

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Jan 20th

341 notes

2 tags

Jan 20th

2,224 notes

1 tag

Jan 18th

39,205 notes

Jan 18th

8th

happy monthsary nikky. :’) i love you. #self pity.

Jan 17th

2 tags

Jan 16th

33 notes

Rewind.

Yung feeling na bumabalik na ulit sa pangit na side yung mga nangyayare. Ewan ko na. Ako naman laging may problema e. Ako lang. :( hay.

Jan 15th

1 tag

I close my eyes and pray

Okay! after a long time i haven’t post anything. Year 2012 is a very busy starter for me and i know for all of us. I haven’t even rest this time. :) But because i love you (my tumblr) so much, I’ve tried my best to post something about me again. :D So much plates and seems like there’s no ending to it.- No sleep for 3 consecutive days. Sobrang daming iniisip ngayon. Pero...

Jan 15th

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